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so yeah its been a while but i just thought i'd just write in here because im doing anything that doesn't relate to economics class right now. but everything's ok, classes are mad hard for me but i think thats un avoidable. my parents are coming up on thursday (yay!) i miss them a lot so hopefully it will be a fun visit. it's been kinda cool having amara here because she's the only piece of home that i know because no one from my town is in a 30 mile radius of this place. for some reason i feel like i wanna go some place and meet cool people but i have no idea who and where ( i know so weird!) but i think its because im stressed.
oh and can i just say what the hell is the deal with all the ugly girls on campus having " In a Relationship" on their facebook, "LAME!" lol but anyways i need to go it's late. ciao!Current Mood:  tired Current Music: mandy moore: In my pocket |
so yea met some hot brit boys tonight at harvard, they are on a track team from in england. but anyways so yea they were hot....partying at harvard was fun, but too many sweaty boys speaking of boys....i miss them so realise how much i miss them, it makes me sad. but oh well im back here now ( yay! not!) so yea tonight was interesting ........ciao!Current Mood:  indifferent Current Music: Rock Dj- Robbie Williams |
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Apr. 9th, 2004 @ 05:03 am
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well im doing a monthly update lol.....anyways im so stressed with school work i swear i can't take it because im so tired of all this shit i just want to go home so bad ( and not have agon be there). I mean with my fuckin spanish project is so agrivating that i think im gonna shot myself in the head, i don't know whatthe fuck to do because i suck at spanish i can't find any damn visual aidas that will take up ha;f the time and i just don't know i mean i think ill have to scream. im trying so hard to raise my grades because if i wanna go abroad or do anything at another school i need to be better. i gotta find a job for the summer or ium screwed and i just wanna fucking go home, is that possible now can i just quit college and be rich somehow?
anyways fro updates on the last month well i went home for spring break it was aight i didn't do much but one very bad part was that laren dragged me along to agon's house and i stayed outside but i talked to matt while she talked to agon inside.......i just didn't wanna be there and that whole feeling of just hate and disappointment started again as soon as i got there because i knew he was there too. but now that im back i don't think about it that much.but oh well whateva im just gald i won't see him until august and i hope that that girl dumbs hi ass and that she cheats on him and runs off with another guy and then he's all sad and shit and then i won't want him because he's an ASSHOLE!!!!
well we've had fun since i got back from home we've gone out both thursday which is cool and we;ve had fun btoh nights and we went to the TZE party last week it was aight i guess but me and deb hung out w/ shira which was cool and then we went to an ethos event the next day ....lts of hot boys lemme just say......and i loved louis lol....well anyways i saw mates of state tonight i don't know much about them but i like their songs especically this one that has sumthin to do w/ knees. today was karen's bday, i still ahve to send her her present.....i just feel im buried under all this shit i gotta do but anyways hmmmm thats all for now i guess...until next month ciao!Current Mood: don't really know Current Music: madonna- die another day |
well so this has been an eventful week....karnea nd tom came to visit and it was aweseom having them here i missed htem so much. i haven't seen them in so long . i know i talk to them all the time but it just feels better to have them here. but yea so karen likes tom again and i knoew it was going to happen i was just waiting until karen told me. but she afraid that somehting will happen between rachel adn tom but i told her that she just has to tell rachel that she still likes him and i don't think rachel likes him anyway. i don't know and yea and friday nite i also finally had my agon breakdown i was wondering why i hadn't cried yet but it was good to wash all that shit outta my system.
tonite was interestingt he 80s party was hmmm very crappy, i mean there were like 5 people there i mean the music wasn't too bad but whatever...and when i got back mere was here nad deb's kinda annoyed with ehr and they bumped heads a bti tonight and so i hope they cna talk about this shit and meredth will have to try and be more understand about all of her shit like the lying and about that damn phone ringing every 2 seconds. but whatever
omg, where the hell are me and deb gonna live next year because we wanna live near ash, caly, lupe, rose, and step. but we have to see what works out. i don't kno.
i can't wait to go home and just chill fro a weeklk with my siblings and not worrying about too much but i gotta get a job and register for classes at mercer if i can but other than that im not doin shit or least ill try not to do anything. but yea newasy off to read sum harry potter
ciao bellas bvfCurrent Mood: should be tired but not Current Music: phil collins- another day in paradise |
yea yea well things have changed alot since the last time i wrote....i now hate agon b/c he's an asshole and he had a gf the whole time he chose to lead me one but watevea im over it now i guess. and this guy chris i hooked up w/ .....yea kinda a mistake cuz he's kinda weird but whateva. omg won the oscar thing tonite fun stuff ate pizza w/ mis chicas. neways soooo excited my friends are comingt his weekend cant wait until i get to hang w/ them and they get to meet all my friends here. newasy i just hope they hvae fun especially tom cuz he doesnt like to do the same stuff as me and karen but we'll see. ahh and need my hair straitened b/c its sooo bad i cant handle it rite now...i just wanna shave my head but i kno that that wont happen. aight ciao!!!!Current Mood: chill Current Music: maroon 5 - this love |
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yea yea well i dunno what to say im just kinda bored nad i figure i better update i guess......oh and yes im supposed to talk to agon sumtime soon but i dunno if thas gonna happen. we'll ahve to see i guess i just fuckin wish he wud ask me instead of me having to do it. haha maybe i shud just be a lil drunk when i do it then therefore i won't think about it so much lol.haha newasy ciao!
Feb. 17th, 2004 @ 07:07 pm
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well i have one day until i go back to wellesley and i have so much to do. i have to buy new socks and i have to get some food and shit to take to skewl with me .other than that im just packing more clothes away. im not really looking forward to the freeezing weather that i have to go to. it sux because i have to have to the "talk " with agon before i leave which means i ahve to do it tonite sumtime ......sadness. but neways ill figure sumthin out.. i dunno im bad with confrontation. neways im excited to get my freedom back again. but other than that its like im leaving to go to skewl for the 1st time all over again. i feel like this break is almost too long. well neways i need to do sum more packing and sleep sumtime tonite.
Jan. 26th, 2004 @ 04:52 am
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well its been a bit stressful week with having to go shopping like everyday and becoming broke but it's all good and it's xmas today to yay!!!!!! newasy i hope everyone has fun with their family and stuff and i hope that they toms of greta stuff. neways ciao!!!!
Dec. 25th, 2003 @ 01:02 am
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hello hello my chica, hmmm i haven't really done much of nething just seen sum movies, LOTR and Mona lisa smile..... well that movie was aight not that good but whateva ...i saw serverance and thats all i went to see. but neways ive been shopping for forever and im sick of crowds and creepy guys at the mall. i dunno we'll see how it all will fairs out tomoro inthe hell hole they like to call a mall lol. but neways g'nite for now and Merry Xmas!
Dec. 22nd, 2003 @ 02:36 am
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why are boys so fucked up in the head sumbody fuckin tell me, they're so damn stupid.like deciding to stop talkin to ppl just because, wihout warning. but yea neways i don't wanna deal with my finals because i feel as though im gonna fail. ahhh neways ciao for now.
Dec. 8th, 2003 @ 11:13 pm
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